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Funky, colourful person. Mother to my 3 year old daughter, love going out and having a drink with friends and dancing to music of all sorts, living a very stressful life which is unlikely to change any time soon, doing the best i can with what i have. Im a very loyal person and am well known for chatting the hind legs off a donkey as well as being a great listener. If you need to offload your troubles then im your woman. Tell me anything it will never go any further. Im a giver and a sharer and care a lot for people and im open minded to the point if im not careful my brain will fall out of my head.... I make spelling mistakes, but im busy, forgive me.... Everything happens for a reason, we just don't always know what that reason is..

Tuesday 23 November 2010

Pre-placement visit and First proper day.

Last Friday was my pre-placement visit to my placement, I got there and spent about 2 1/2 hours there, met a couple of the patients and got chatting to some of the staff, and then got invited to sit in on the handover which was quite interesting as it helped to hear about the patients and what has been going on with them and how they are doing. Saw the pharmacist too and she said if there was anything I wanted to know just to ask her, so I mentioned about certain drug calculations I have been having trouble with and she said to make a list and then come and see her next with it and she will help me. GREAT, that makes me feel tons better :)

Fast forward to yesterday and my 1st day of placement, Arrived really early for my shift which started at 1pm and then got chatting to my mentor and some of the other staff and saw some more patients, also there were the other 2 students that are also on placement on my ward but they were both doing the early shift so only got the get to know then for about 2 hours before they left for the day. Lucky we all have different mentors so it does not get confusing plus we all have sub-mentors too so that there is always someone about. Shame that my mentor and sub mentor are both off for the next 2 weeks from today...EEEEEEKKKKK....But I don't think that will be too much of a problem as everyone is so nice and easy to chat to and get help from that I am sure I will be OK.

Had a long chat with my mentor about what learning outcomes I can reach while on my placement within reason, so have got my 3 to aim for, first being communication and then 2nd being drug administration and the 3rd being observations. So I have now got to work on filling in the rest of the relevant sections that I have not done already and then get observed doing this too so that I can be signed off to say that they believe me to be competent.

Walked around the ward getting to know the patients and through out the day was told some bizarre and quite interesting stuff by different patients, it had already opened my eyes so much I can tell you. Got the chance to use their "RIO" database where all the patient records were kept and started reading the notes of patients that I had met and so I could connect their faces and names to their case history, some of the things these people have gone through, it's no wonder they are suffering from psychotic episodes.

At one point I was left on my own in the office while everyone was doing stuff and I was still looking at patient notes, I think the full moon might have something to do with the randomness of the evening for sure, one person wanted to use the phone to call hi mum, another wanted to ring for a pizza, someone was ringing the buzzer to get in (I hadn't been shown how to let people in) but I couldn't, then a guy's brother was leaving after his visit and gave me £25 for him to put in the safe, hadn't been shown how to do that either, one of the other phones started ringing and 2 patients were standing at the door needing attention. To say I was a little overwhelmed was an understatement, but I decided to prioritise what I could do first, so the buzzer and the phone had to wait while I dealt with the patients at the door. But I have to say I quite like working the late shift.

My mentor left me go 45 mins early, I think she was feeling generous and she was there when I arrived early so I'm sure that must of impressed her even though she didn't say it.

Today I start my 2nd day, and it's another late shift, This time I am taking in lunch, it is far too cold to trek about to the shops to buy food...

Oh and better locate my wooly scarf...my neck will thank me for it :)

Wednesday 17 November 2010

Trust induction day and pre-placement visit

Yesterday I had my trust induction ready for when I start my placement on Monday, there was about 20 of us there all mental health students from various classes in our cohort, In my class I am the only MH student (the rest are child or adult). Many of them seemed to know each other so I felt a little left out, it seems a shame that when they divvied up the classes they didn't put more than one of each discipline in each class. So I will effectively have to wait until next year when we are split into our branch classes to properly meet and make friends with some other mental health students. I def felt like the last kid picked for PE back in the days of school.

Anyway I made the effort to chat to some others and the day was quite all right, I heard from my friends who went to their branch trust induction days that their's were quite boring. We got to hear from 2 different service users who were quite interesting to hear their stories and then other stuff relevant to our placements etc, we even got a free hot meal for lunch provided, more than what my friends received.

Today I rang my placement again and confirmed that I will be going in tomorrow for my pre-placement visit which is to last about 3 hours or so and what it was OK to wear as we don't have to wear our uniform there, so I didn't want to turn up looking too business like or too comfy, sticking out like a sore thumb is something I want to steer clear from. So I have to be there at 1pm which I am quite glad of as my friend is at her's from 7:30am eeeek!!!

Tonight I have spent the evening deciding on what to wear and filling out some of my practice learning document, there is so much stuff to it and it is so confusing, many bits we can do now before we start placement so why not get the bits done I can actually do, and then I might actually get some rest when I get home from placement instead of sitting up late filling out the dam thing. Why don't universities make it easier to understand? I might even treat myself to an early night tonight, how lucky am I?!

Will let you know how tomorrow goes when I return... fingers crossed it goes well for me :)

Tuesday 9 November 2010

Finished finally and now on to other things

Yipppeeeee, I have finished my annotated bibliography, don't know why I was so bothered about it, but its all done and out the way ready to be handed in on Friday.

Sooo, the next 2 days are going to be filled with looking at the "Mental health act" and all the different things I may be doing during my first placement and reading up on Friday's skills session, urine analysis etc.. Plus I am also going to do more maths, like nursing calculations and re-do my test to try and get a better score. As well as that my plan is to read some more on the cardio-vascular system to embed it into my brain, if I read it enough ill understand it and then it will stay in my brain!!! Well that's the plan anyway, I can only but try haha

Time for bed now, so good night :)

I am confused dot com (PLD document)

Today I had to go to an important lecture at uni, it was all about how to fill out our PLD or Practice learning document in long, and I am telling you it was the most confusing lecture ever!!! I came away from it with no idea what had to be filled in when, they do NOT make it easy for you at all, I start my placement so soon and I am going to be freaking out that I am not doing it right or I have made a mistake or something.. Talk about making something that was relatively hard, much harder. I have noticed at least 2 greys hairs I'm sure since I started uni almost a couple of months ago.

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Rang my placement today and asked to speak to the person who is meant to be my mentor, she was not there as she is on nights starting tomorrow so I have to remember to ring up the ward from 10pm tomorrow night, well at least I wont get interrupted by my noisy 2year old daughter while I'm on the phone as she will be snoring her head off by then. I am just so excited to find out my shifts and to go and visit the ward..

Right I'm off to complete my annotated bibliography that I didn't end up starting last night in the end and decided to wait until this evening,but go me, iv'e already done a 3rd of it already. So might even finish it tonight :)

Monday 8 November 2010

procrastinating

I should be making a start on my annotated bibliography right now, so why am I on here?

I have flicked back and forth to facebook, studentnurse.org and my uni blackboard so many times its unreal. I need a sharp kick up the bum!!!

I have only got to read 3 things, all of them I have read before, and then write 150 words on each one about it and what I thought and whether I thought it was informative etc.. So why the hell am I doing everything except that? It is due in this Friday, Granted we only got given it last week so it is not like I have had it for ages and not done anything about it, but still it is not even that difficult and I am avoiding it like the plague.

I am almost tempted to go to bed and continue reading my book I have on my kindle application on my I-touch called "Room" its a brand new book out, think of that "Fritzl" bloke who kept his daughter locked up in a cellar for years and then you will get the gist of what I am reading about. So far so good. My back also hurts, does it really hurt or because I am trying to find another excuse not to do my work?

Hmmmmm, might just give it another look, see how I get on, can't hurt can it?


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Handed my 1st essay in. Phew!

Today was the hand in date for my 1st essay. So last night I finally finished putting together my references at the end of my essay, did I tell you how much I hate having to do referencing before, well if not I DO!!! It is hard enough writing the flipping thing for then to have to make sure you have put the reference on properly at the end. Why can the not just all be the same as well, I mean you have the Harvard referencing and then there are other types, it would make it much easier to have everybody using the same to stop confusion. RANT OVER...

Put my completed essay through "Turnitin" which is this special programme the university uses to check your work for any plagiarism and was very happy with my result. But boy it was nerve racking as all I could think was "I hope I didn't read something and then use it in my essay forgetting that I have read it and thinking it is my own idea" Today I handed in the hard copy to the teacher, so hopefully if all goes well I shall get my feedback from the essay next Monday. As it is only a formative essay it wont be graded but will have feedback and advice on how good it is and where I might need to work more on my subject etc.

Some other people in my class had a huge percentage of their work showing as similar mine was only 17% which is very good as that was basically the references and the title and statement used by everybody in the beginning which we then have to argue it within the essay, makes you wonder how people can have such a high similarity mark... considering the essay was only 750 words for someone having 40% that's almost half their entire essay!!

Right I'm famished and need to eat some food and relax for a bit, only just got in from uni and I have lots of homework to do this evening, got an annotated bibliography to start and finish by this Friday and I am still not quite sure how to do it yet, so need to crack on with that..

Friday 5 November 2010

The respiratory system, peak flow, blood pressure and temperature (+ me feeling ill)

Another Friday done and dusted. Today back at uni and back in our nursing uniforms, started off the day with a different teacher as our one was off sick!!! But it showed us that so far we do not seemed to have learnt as much as we should. This teacher was going through the stuff we have done on the cardiovascular system and also skin, Well all I can say is it is time to get my head even more stuck in the books than before. He told us of the major tests we will be doing in February and it scared us shitless, do not want to fail because I feel I have not done enough...

Then in the afternoon for the skills session, we learnt about peak flow charts and how to do them properly, I learnt my lung capacity is not what it should be for my age, but all I can think of is that I am feeling unwell at the moment. We then did some more temperature taking, where I found out that I have a raised temperature and with the way I am feeling now this evening (glands started to get swollen and sore throat and headache) I can foresee that tomorrow I shall be feeling quite rough... *sigh*

We had another practice at doing blood pressure and I am getting even better at it now, and then lastly I took a few pictures of things that were going on in our skills room. Overall it was quite day, tomorrow I assuming I feel well enough will be doing much more reading and trying to get some of this anatomy and physiology into my brain...

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Thursday 4 November 2010

Got my 1st Placement details today

So today I got my first placement details, I am now even more excited and nervous..


My god I hope I get a lovely mentor and that I can survive it for 6 weeks.. It looks like it could be quite a stressful time as well as exciting, I hope I do not fall apart, but they say what does not kill you makes you stronger!!